I’m sad. No matter how hard I try to believe otherwise, my body has given its verdict and I will not fight it anymore.
The only way to get through grief is to live through it, right? There’s no easier way to do it. There’s no shorter route to the end of the tunnel.
It is slow and painful. But it is what it is. I will live through it.
This is the end, my dear
Of you and me together as we
I don’t know if you even felt that about me
I am protesting now, see. Would you have that from me?
I wish you were a better man
I wish you were a better husband
I wish you were a better father
I wish you were all those things
Before it was too late
But even if you couldn’t be all of those
Could you not be a good human being atleast?
They say love can move mountains
Was my love not enough?
Were we ever in love?
Did we even have a marriage?
Maybe it was all an ugly display
That has turned into ruin now
Do I laugh or cry?
At this deliverance and solitude.
So all your strength was but another facade
Carefully put together to lure us in
We don’t allow ourselves to be fooled by you again
From here onwards, we choose our own path
Let me mourn you today
Tomorrow, there’ll be no place for you to stay.