I want you out of me, all of you.
I despise your selfish touch
I despise your harsh words
You have no respect for anybody whatsoever
But you will act victim. Everytime
Maybe I deserved you
Maybe you’re my wakeup call
But one day I’ll free myself of you
One day I’ll save myself .
I want to disappear
Dissipate into a million specks
I want to silence all that speaks
Into still moments of eternity
Free me from the constraints of time
Let me be all over again
“Are humans formed in sandstorms?
We seem to have a lot in common.”
You dream to fly, yet you cage your heart
When He opens a window, you chain your wings
You ask to be set free, yet choose to die with loss
What is this chaos? Do you thrive on madness or are you being consumed by it?
Sometimes it feels like I’m floating above myself. Looking here and there, searching somewhat desperately for things to make sense. For myself to belong.