I have never known love like the comfort of holding you
I have never known pleasure like the joy of kissing you
I have never known strength like the will to fight for you
I have never known fear like the thought of losing you
You redefine me and everything I have ever believed
I will never know a life again without your life blooming in it
My eyes are tired, as if they haven’t slept in years
My heart is dry, as if it hasn’t rained since long
My mind is clogged, as if in the middle of an eternal duststorm
Yet here I breathe, breeze in breeze out
With every blink of my eye, I run towards a tiny ray of hope
Hoping that it will pull me out in sunshine and meadow . Amen
You owned up everything
You came upfront and faced all the consequences
How did you get to be so brave?
Where will we go from here?
I wish I could fast forward our lives to few years from now
When all the dust has hopefully settled and we’re headed somewhere
Somewhere happier, somewhere less complicated
Oh how I wish I could.
I thought the difficult part was facing the facts and seeking help
Or talking to others about it.
But none of it was as difficult as seeing you
Knowing what could have been and didn’t.
Can I lay down in your lap? Silence everything.
Will you stroke my hair and kiss my forehead?
I want to rest in your shade and hear you speak
Of hope and light and all things merry
I’m tired dear mommy, wrap your arms around me
Kiss me good night and stay here with me.
There’s something so dreamy about you. You’re my forbidden fruit.
You’re poetry and mystery. You’re an abyss I shouldn’t step into.
But you make my heart and soul ache. Only once in a while, I yearn to be set ablaze in your flame
But I’ve drowned, and roamed the thorny pathways. I yearn and then pay an aching price. So I dare not light a spark now
I’m in no Eden, but if I fall still, I’ll never recover and that’d be the end of me, my forbidden fruit.
Happy 1st Birthday my love, my angel.
I love you to the moon and back, to eternity and beyond.
God has been the kindest to have bestowed you upon us.
Im so proud of you. Everyday you light up my heart.
Thank you for being. You make it all worth it. 💕
I want to disappear
Dissipate into a million specks
I want to silence all that speaks
Into still moments of eternity
Free me from the constraints of time
Let me be all over again
When I had nothing left to lose,
Then I walked the Earth bare feet
When I had no spectacle to behold,
Then I witnessed the sky with naked eyes
When I had no complaints to make,
Then I embraced the mercy of God
I had to be a bankrupt,
To be eternally enriched.