I love you so much. If I could say it enough, if you could hear it enough. Everyday you light up my heart, my soul, my mind. My little miracle. My sunshine. My happiness.
So we’re both ready to end it. But you’re not man enough to face the people, and I’m not going to take the blame for your lunacy.
So we continue.
He is a classic lunatic. A toxic person that you should stay as far away as possible. The kind that enrages every happy occasion. The kind that ruins every plan. A classic selfish narcissist that deserves no one to love or care for him.
People are hypocrites. Everyone lies. At some point we’ve all been there. We all know atleast one nutcase in our lives who doesn’t deserve a family. And yet we lie and lure someone in to care for him. Someone else to take up our responsibility so we can move on, or move away from all the toxicity. But to what result?
An aggressive parent brings up aggressive children. An insecure person breeds lots of insecurities in children. And the cycle continues. More nutcases to ruin more families. To what end, I ask. To what end?
I don’t understand what kind of sick people take charge of other people’s life forcefully to put up a facade of happiness? What kind of insecure people thrive off public imagery? How did you get so effed up? How did I end up with you? </3
Happy 1st Birthday my love, my angel.
I love you to the moon and back, to eternity and beyond.
God has been the kindest to have bestowed you upon us.
Im so proud of you. Everyday you light up my heart.
Thank you for being. You make it all worth it. 💕
What is this constant perturbation?
Of things left unsaid
Or that said too much
Of actions deemed wrong
Or not taken at all
Of choices being made
Or chances not taken
They left me hollow and sunken yet deeper
Everywhere I go, these voices follow.
Can we go back to the times we spent?
Can I change what I said?
Can I be someone else?
Would you take that chance?
Do I dare ask?
Just walk away.
Is it true that everything comes with a price?
Is my upheaval the cost for your being?
Or can I hold your hand and run away?
Far away from all that is toxic
We can start our own story.
I want to disappear
Dissipate into a million specks
I want to silence all that speaks
Into still moments of eternity
Free me from the constraints of time
Let me be all over again
I’ll put you to sleep
I’ll sing you a song
When you open your eyes, I won’t be around
Do not fear my dear
Do not cry
I know you can’t see me but I’m nearby
Our souls are intertwined
Our bodies are tied
My heart beats for you, we’ll be together in time