Careful, my dearly beloved! I cant own something thats not mine. Eventually I’ll stop wanting you. I’ll be with you and not be with you. You’ll want me and not have me. I’ll have you and not want you. Two strangers in a house, we’ll live our lives in reverse. From knowing to unknowing, just like it had happened, it will unwind.
It was a long day, today! And finally its nighttime, 11:23pm to be precise, 37 minutes before it’s officially over.
And the first day is the worst, right?
I have all the reason to believe that tomorrow will be a better day?
Am I living a deja vu? Are my years on a loop? Last year this time I had lost. It took me a year to gather my bits that are now floating in a vacuum. Oh I see them.
No matter what happens, I’ll never hate you Autumn. So what if you split things, you didn’t choose the Nature, you already carry too much pain. I forgive you. Until again, I’ll start collecting my bits all over again.